i guess i'm a c.d. i love to shave, put some powder on and then start sliding on the silk. nothing turns me on more. i get so freaking turned on that i start to do some really wierd stuff... i guess. i don't know for sure what happens but at the height of my play i am so stimulated from the silk on my clean shaven balls that i will position myself so that i can cum in my own mouth. my orgasm is so strong when i'm dressed it's like an explosion and i will usually only let a little go in my mouth and the rest floods my face and chest. i always record it and sometimes i am just amazed at how involved i get and how long i jack myself the wholetime wanting to cum in my mouth. is that normal?