My fifth session
This was my first session that required a codeword. I was looking forward for the session, but de codeword made me excited and fearful at the same time. The feeling of going deep in the rabbithole, but dreading the consequences of such action. I love that feeling, stepping into the unknown, unguarded, excited and fearful of the future! I worked extra hard to get all the tools for my Mistress. Eager for the time to pass I prepared everything with extra care and attentiveness. Then, as usual, I edged before the session... I was so horny and so needing! My dick was hard even before I got naked! Femdom porn was on the phone and I edged, imagining what my Miss would do to me, how would she order me, will she like my performance? Will she make it hurt too much? Can I go through the session without using the codeword?
After several edges and moaning it was time. I prepared myself mentally as I almost drooled in antecipation, naked in the bed, exposed for my Mistress. First, the clothespins. I have very sensitive nipples, so it hurts a lot, but this time it was a bit easier. One in each nipple and I was feeling the pain tingling on my body. Next, on the pubis, two as well. This ones were very difficult to put, everytime I moved the jumped out... But then I was told to take the rope. I always wanted to try bondage, it turns me on immensly! It is, without a doubt, the moment I hoped it would come in the session! As ordered, I tied my balls with 5 tight turns of the rope, with equal lenght. I loved the feeling of having my balls bound, it's indescribable! My blood started to rush, I got warmer, more submissive, eager for the next instruction to be bound!! Then I passed the ropes under my balls and through my shoulders, pulling on my tightly bound balls! That little bit of pain made my senses more acute, my face warmer, my dick dripping with precum! When the Mistress was satisfied with my pulling, She told me to sit on the bed and tie each end to each big toe. I hurriedly tried to do my best! Getting a way to secure the rope! I started to jerk off, clompletely over my head in the pleasure! The pain mixed perfectly with the sensation of jerking and it hit the spot in a way that it never had before! Each time with more pressure in the feet, so the pain would be stronger and I didn't go over the edge. The Mistress told me to take ce cube and put it in my mouth. After a bit, told me to put it in my ass. It felt completely different of anything I tried before. The cold sensation made my body retract and twitch. Afterwards, I continued jerking off, until I slapped my balls 5 times, each making my body breathing faster and my body jump a bit. With my balls still aching I got up and tied the rope to a weight instead of my toe. To be honest I was scared of injury but I tried to be an obedient sub! I did as told and After a bit of jerking I had to pick the hanging weight to my knees and let it drop. It wasn't hard and the sensation is fantastic! Jerking while focusing on the pain left me much closer to the orgasm! But after was on balls level. The pain was significantly higher, but I let it wash over my body while I appreciated the feel of satisfaction and pleasure that started on my cock, mingled with the pain and made me light headed and moaning like a bitch in heat! After a bit, Mistress told me to jump and then jerk 15 times and repeat. I nearly fell sometimes, because I was so concentrated in doing it that it was very likely for me to cum or miscount the jerks! The pain in my nipples was far away in the back of my head, but almost pleasureable now, just a bit of a rough tease maybe. Then came the bellybutton drop. And I was scared to rip my balls. First because I never did anything so hardcore, second, because it was a big fall! My fingers didn't really answer anymore and I convinced them to drop. It was the biggest pain I felt on my balls other than a kick. And it was a fantastic rush! My dick was harder than ever, even with the pain, and jerking off proved more overwhelmingly good than difficult. Then came the second drop and my fingers still didn't move, I was shivering and hoping that I would have more self control, even if I did fear the pain! After a bit of going back and forth, I let it go... The same pain, the same pleasure when jerking, close, to cumming even. Then I was ordered to jump and jerk again, with me moaning all this time... After some more ball torture, I was told to sit on the bed and cum on my belly while I twisted the clothespin on my nipple. It was a fantastic release and I was spent! And so satisfied! I kept there, cum dripping on my cock and belly, talkinh with my Mistress for a bit, it was awesome!