I dont know why but I seem to love sucking cock, from my 1st time at 30 til my age now at 37, being a black crossdresser who came out later in life I juse seem to can't get enough, the first cock I sucked was white and I just can't seem to get enough of white cock. Now I have had some black but I guess I just have this white cock fetish and I can't get enough, White men seem to like seeing there cocks in my ass and I love it too, believe it or not the biggest cock I ever had was from a white man I met in a club, he like other said he had a large cock and he was not kidding and I had to taste it and feel it in my ass and it was unbelievable, wasn't able to get it all in my mouth but with some work I was able to get it al in my ass thank you Jim for the memories

I posted before that I'm a black crossdresser who is 37 now and I didnt really come out until I was 30 and had my 1st sexual experience with a man who happen to be my old upstairs neighbor, he had an idea I was gay and he gave me gift and I had the feeling he knew after playing around with him for a while teasing and letting him see me in panties touching and letting him jerk off on me I wanted more so I got the nerve and the next time he came down I nervously after getting buzzed turned and sucked his cock but stopped before he came, I went in the other room thinking bout what I did but I still wanted more taking my shorts off going back in the room with him got him to stand and hold me then I got him on the floor took his pants off mounted him and rode him, it hurt some at first but the more I moved then the better it felt until he exploded cumming in me which is just what I wanted to feel what cum felt like going in me it truely was wonderful. He came down a few more times and I started dressing fully for him letting him fuck me a few times but I had ths erge to go out to a bar dressed with him but he like what we were doing in my apartment but I couldn't help it I had to go out ot see if I could be seen and dressed around people so I went away without him got dressed and went to a cd friendly club about an hour away from where I lived so no one would know me. I dressed fuly as a girl from head to toe is a short skirt just above mid thigh I didnt make a too bad looking girl and going in guys seemed to like me with them buying me drinks getting me very buzzed dancing and playing around with me, It surprised me that all these white men were liking me I was getting so turned on hearing all the nasty talk about what they would do to me and the way they were touching me on my butt as we danced and me slightly touching there cocks, the alcohol in me made it easier giving me courage to touch them and let them do the same to me. One guy who I was liking as we were slow dancing had his hands all on my butt squeezing me just right and I thought I might burst right there then he said lets go get some air and we went outside at this point I knew that something besides getting air might happen and I shouldn't go. I only came to see if I could be dressed around people but out and I got in his car with him, we started kissing and it was more than I could take he was al over me reaching under my skirt feeling all over my butt reaching inside feeling my bare bottom opening his pants pulling his cock out putting my hand on it as we still kissed, I just stroked it then he pulled our lips apart put his hand lightly behind my head pulling it down and when it reached my lips I just opened up and started sucking him, his cock felt so good in my mouth but I had not planned on this happening but I couldn't stop attacking it getting most in my mouth going from the shaft to the head over and over he had his hands on my head pumping it in rhythm then he grunted cuming in my mouth and quit abit too I paused feeling it landing in the back of my throat and he held my head so I just started sucking more pulling all his cum in my belly swallowing it, getting every drop as he relaxed holding my head letting it go , after I finished eating it all and it wasn't that bad I came up from his lap wiping my mouth looking at him, he was all smiles telling me how good that was he would not have believed if I told him I had only sucked dick a few times and he was the first guy I swallowed, I just smiled amazed myself at what I had just did but it was such a turn on like nothing before. He fixed his pants and I got myself together pulling my panties back up putting another coat of lipstick on and we got out the car going back in with him taking me to the bar telling me the least he could do was get me a drink after what I did for him, he thanked me again then went back to his friends he was with as I stood there sipping my drink looking around thinking people were looking at me and I wondered if they knew what I did or was I feeling guilty or paranoid but I was still so on a high from what I just did feeling so erotic.

I was a late starter being a crossdresser, no sex with a man until I was 30 he was 42, my 1st time with a man started when my old upstairs neighbor would come down I would have a few drinks and we would watch porn, now I always wore women panties under my cloths and I would wear light shorts over them kind of letting him see me, now he was very nice to me since I move there giving me a couple nice DVD player and a TV. I wanted someway to repay him so I thought should he be my 1st, well anyway after drinking I would pass out and a couple times when I woke up my panties were wet in back and he was gone so the next time down I pretend to pass out, he came over pulled my shorts down fondled my ass then jacked off cumming on my panty covered butt pull my shorts up and leave, it really excited me feeling his cum landing on my butt